the 19yr old girl who wished she hadnt grown up








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Monday, February 28, 2005

todae is SUNdae=))) hehe. it is wad ppl usually call family dae. but i dun like sats and suns. they simply just allow mi to pig out. i ate so mani things ytd..haha. ate choc + mint icecream..+ ferrero rocher=pPp it is so nice..i put the ferrero rocher into the ice cream and mixed it together..yummy!! hehe..and the worse thing is that i ate it at 10 plus at nite..i will gain weight!! -_- nvm..dun eat also eat le. haha. i cant resist the temptation.

it's felicia's bdae ytd. yay=) den mi,socko,jl and lay egg planned to give her a surprise. everything was sooo fun ytd. it alwaes feels so good to see old frens again. haha. ytd, the four of us agreed to meet at westmall to buy the present for felicia...but layegg got tricked by us. hah(thou it's not her bdae)..we told her that we have reached when in fact, we were still in the mrt. and we told her to go to the cinema to look for us. haha. and she really did. through ytd, i realised one thing. hey..im a great liar *wink*. haha. i managed to talk to layegg on the hp, telling her that we din receive her sms..without laughing...when socko and jl were already bursting out in laughter beside mi. heehee. okok. then after that, we bought sth from precious moments..and that thing is so so so sweet=) hah. it is sth like a musical box..but i dunno how to sae..it just looks so beautiful. haha. we then gave felicia a big surprise by appearing in the food court(weird place)..aha..and we sang her a bdae song there. yay..she seemed so touched...^_^. next was the movie "Constantine"...it was ok..and i din find it very nice,,cos in the first place, im not that interested in action movie. hee. so hide n seek is still betta!! ate burger king for dinner. and the same thing happens again. we just crapped and laughed so loudly there just becos of some lame jokes and riddles. haha. with socko..how can there be no laughter??...hehe.


I AM BROKE. pathetically broke. someone just save mi. haha. must start to save money starting from tomolo =) hehe. tml is the release of o'lvls results. i will be getting back my chinese. hohoho. i am not in the least bit excited about that. -_- 3 months ago..we had just taken that paper..and now..it is time to face the results. i shall pray for the best=)


i passed my biology. wheeeee...i actually got 30.5/45..=) but i failed my amaths. 19/40. !! argh. nvm nvm..i shall work harder to passs my amaths. hehe.



~there is alwaes a reason to smile. even if it is not for urself, smile for others =) ~

somewhereovertherainbow;

3:57 AM


Friday, February 25, 2005

~do not follow the path, start on a new path and leave ur trails~

somewhereovertherainbow;

10:48 AM

it is finally raining after so many daes.
hope that it will just go on and on..


went with sx and wq to lot 1 just now and i bought a present for mingzhu=)
hope that she will like it.
i passed my chemistry test, which was quite a surprise.
they said that when u get something good,
it means that something will be taken away from you.
i dun wan it to be true.


things happening around mi just made mi feel that..
maybe it is time to think.
to think for my frens.
to think for my family.
to think for myself.
to think for... ...



~do not follow the path given to u, start a new path and leave ur trails~

somewhereovertherainbow;

10:41 AM


Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I LURVE HIDE AND SEEK !!! wahaha..=PpP

hee..i shall finish this entry in 30 mins time..hohoho. okok. went to watch HIDE AND SEEK with weiqian, yeeshan, siewfong and shirley todae after sku. the movie is cool. hmm..thou some parts i still can't figure it out. but nvm..this movie really shocked the hell out of mie. =) lol. they sae that im basically covering my face throughout the whole movie..haha. but i didn't!! i still got see abit..haha. yar..abit..not bad le. hehe. and the ending is like so so so unexpected. hoho. alwaes expect the unexpected. hee. this was the second scariest horror movie i eva watched. first is still dark waters which i watched long long long ago. hee..oh yar..weiqian is like so brave. she went to the toilet herself during the middle of the show..alone!! haha. i can never do that. ^_^ i tink that this is basically a suspense cos..hmmm..i shall not elaborate much. must watch for urself..haha. then after the movie..siewfong was like...traumatised!! lolx..i swear i wun eva plae hide and seek in the future..aiya..i sldn aniwae..haha. i forgot to mention sth!! WEIQIAN is crazie over cute guys. she realli is. haha..ys and she even tried to take a pict of someone in mac..haha..not good ar.

ohh yes!! common tests are finally over..over!! wahaha...im so happie now. can slack todae le...


come out come out..wadeva u are....haha.

somewhereovertherainbow;

10:23 AM


Monday, February 21, 2005

it's a DEMORALISING dae. i dun like it. -_- im supposed to be studying for chem and history now, but heh. im here=) woke up earlie todae to meet weiqian and peishan for the guitar thingy. well, it just sucks. the two guys who went in before us were just so incredibly super duper pro. and the worst thing is that they are also plaeing the same song as us. ahhhhhh. okk. i shall just agree with weiqian, their fingers are longer..hehe. so we are not to be blamed. haha. nvm..the chances of us getting in is...hmmmm...100% !! lolx. maybe they will like us cos we are the "special" ones..plaeing the song so slow when in fact it is supposed to be plaed fast. maybe maybe...haha. it's just a way of self-consoling. =)


i slept at 2 ytd!! haha. i luv it..cos it's late..=) went for that chingay thingy ytd..in my full sjab uniform. hmm, how weird. haha. to do public duty. we are all separated !! but luckily, i was still in the same grp as wanling in the end. hoho. we stood for dunno how many hours and my legs were very pain..haha. den watched the procession..very nice..hee..never regretted going. afta that, we took a cab and i went to my auntie's house. at that time, it was already very late..abt 11 plus. and it was sooooooo difficult to hail a cab. i swear im not going to take a cab late at night again. and across the road..we saw a man trying to hit or dunno doing wad to his gf. he is so damn violent. scarie. like i sae..guys are weird creatures. hahaha...


reached my auntie's house at ard 12..and we plaed a very stupid but fun game. it is sth like block catching but..haha. it is more scarie. my cousin and i were like almost close to tears when we were in the lift..especially when we saw andrew suddenly standin in front of us at level 27..haha. but aniwae, everything was fun and i like it=)))



im not a fool, so stop treating mi like one.
and i wun be so stupid to eva believe U again.

somewhereovertherainbow;

8:49 AM


Saturday, February 19, 2005

IM NOT HAPPIE


THIS WORLD IS FULL OF CRAP. i hate it.







i got lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and mani lotsa things to sae.










i haf got sth stupid on tomolo. and i dun wan it.







I PASSED MY EMATHS =))))))))))))))))))))))

im so proud of it. aha.


















but still, all is crap.

somewhereovertherainbow;

3:28 PM


Wednesday, February 16, 2005

common tests are killing me. they realli do.
tink im going to do badly for the lit paper todae.
and ss.
wad am i doing??!!
forgot the quotes which malvolio had said. -_-
it was a bad paper.
im to do badly. hahas.


it's emaths tml !! im not in the least bit excited.
locus. graphs and equations.
im going to face them all again.
argh-
sth's wrong with my friendster acc . and i just cant figure out wads wrong.
todae is total defence dae.
hahax.


dunno wads the matter with mie todae. writing in these kinda weird weird sentences. lol. im weird. im so happie todae. got the guitar scores from the cher le!! hee. but it seems so difficult to plae. nvm. this sundae is the audition..hmmm...wish mi,wq and ps luck k?? hohoho. too bad xiaohan is not with us . 3 seems weird. odd number. haha.



im not going to fail emaths. im not!!!!

my brain cells are dead. =)

somewhereovertherainbow;

11:37 AM

common tests are killing me. they realli do.
tink im going to do badly for the lit paper todae.
and ss.
wad am i doing??!!
forgot the quotes which malvolio had said. -_-
it was a bad paper.
im to do badly. hahas.


it's emaths tml !! im not in the least bit excited.
locus. graphs and equations.
im going to face them all again.
argh-
sth's wrong with my friendster acc . and i just cant figure out wads wrong.
todae is total defence dae.
hahax.


dunno wads the matter with mie todae. writing in these kinda weird weird sentences. lol. im weird. im so happie todae. got the guitar scores from the cher le!! hee. but it seems so difficult to plae. nvm. this sundae is the audition..hmmm...wish mi,wq and ps luck k?? hohoho. too bad xiaohan is not with us . 3 seems weird. odd number. haha.



im not going to fail emaths. im not!!!!

my brain cells are dead. =)

somewhereovertherainbow;

11:37 AM

common tests are killing me. they realli do.
tink im going to do badly for the lit paper todae.
and ss.
wad am i doing??!!
forgot the quotes which malvolio had said. -_-
it was a bad paper.
im to do badly. hahas.


it's emaths tml !! im not in the least bit excited.
locus. graphs and equations.
im going to face them all again.
argh-
sth's wrong with my friendster acc . and i just cant figure out wads wrong.
todae is total defence dae.
hahax.


dunno wads the matter with mie todae. writing in these kinda weird weird sentences. lol. im weird. im so happie todae. got the guitar scores from the cher le!! hee. but it seems so difficult to plae. nvm. this sundae is the audition..hmmm...wish mi,wq and ps luck k?? hohoho. too bad xiaohan is not with us . 3 seems weird. odd number. haha.



im not going to fail emaths. im not!!!!

my brain cells are dead. =)

somewhereovertherainbow;

11:37 AM


Tuesday, February 15, 2005

it's vdae todae!!!! =)))) haha. a dae of friendship for me. muahaha. okok. my comp is finally cured. the virus has been removed and here i am again. yay^_^ had eng and hmt common tests todae. and i was so damn stupid ytd. i actually thought that there is only eng ct todae and hmt is on tuesdae. bt when i checked my timetable this morning, i was like..oh my god!! hmt ct is todae. and there was only 10 mins for mi to study (cos there's a break after the eng ct). stupid!!! argh. haha. nvm. it's over aniwae=)

listening to 93.3 now. and ling zi is like saeing all the comforting words to comfort those single ones out there. hey..im not lonely ok..haha. lols. i have got my frens..my parents and my cousin to spend this dae with mi. wee weet=pPp. aha. thanks layteng for that sweet msg. i noe u lurve mi. hehe. and i lurve u too. hmmm...2dae's lit lesson was special. we did a poem on "Valentine" cos mr osgodby said that it's val's dae todae. nice nice=)

i have got things to say.. and i must sae them all out before i go crazie!!! what's the matter with all the guys out there?? haf they got nothing better to do to go and break gurls' heart?? guys are weird. i dun think i will eva understand them. never in this life..and mabbe nxt life too. they can alwaes come up with some reason to cover up their mistakes. i dunno how they can do it but they really can. -_- weird right? im not referring to all the guys out there..it's only some. ok. whatever.

and lastly..i shall repeat...HAPPIE VALENTINE'S DAE =))))))

i haf to study twelfth nite..ahaha. and may true lurve happen between orsino and viola..=p
im crazy.

somewhereovertherainbow;

6:14 AM